No worries, I get it! And I also understand, depression can kick your ass really really hard. I'm sorry you have to deal with it. :(

I haven't been around for a couple of years (first switching to psl only and then FF14 ate my interest pretty big), but I jumped back in not too long ago and so far I'm relishing it! Can you shoot me some general pointers of what you'd like to play either on pm or discord? It doesn't need to be specific, just a help for me to know what to look out for.