if he tries to be romantic he's just going to murder aventurine tbf. shot through the heart. he's gone

god...... topaz and jade reassuring him that they've looked everywhere and he's just. gone. acheron telling him he didn't really cross the boundary between life and death and robin didn't see him in the ...... penacony afterlife or wherever she ended up in (find out more in 8 days yippe). so it really is like he never even existed, and it's plaguing at ratio's heart and head because how could that even be possible. how can a man who dresses like that and makes his presence Known just disappear from an entire planet. he's careless and potentially hurt and who knows if he's taking care of himself. sighs

we could write this... if you want 😔🥺👉👈 absolutely unfair to give me this brainrot and leave it to fester unattended tbf. how am i to keep going like this